New business venture

So, I decided to start selling Scentsy and have not decided yet if it was a mistake.  I don't really have face to face contact with very many people outside of family, so I am thinking it's a mistake.  I thought I would do well at selling online, but that is not the case.  I need to get a real job, but I am so afraid of being in public places, running into pregnant women and small babies makes my heart ache so bad, just a physical reminder of what is missing from my life.  I miss my Nayab so much.  But I think I am running out of options, my healthcare has ended because I don't have a child in my care and I'm no longer pregnant, so I definitely need a job to pay for doctor's visits.  My husband is saving everything he earns for his ticket (if they ever approve his visa) but it's still far from enough.  I just don't know what to do...